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· 28/11/11 · 8 · Reblog

At The Cusp Of…

got up this afternoon feeling fucked
it seems like i’m currently 
at the cusp of 
something, um, bigger? 

a couple of days ago
I had a meeting with a friend
who is also a band mate 
and is quickly becoming
a “business associate”
and he’s been talking to record labels 
on our behalf 
and he told me that 
one label in particular
a major label, 
is very interested 
and that an offer
is imminent

and i’m thinking, geez, 
a possible major label contract 
after 15 years 
with this band, 
with all the tours, 
the records, 
the city moves,
the girlfriends,
bad dieting 
and rotting teeth

and it dawned on me 
that i’m way more excited 
about my computer bulletin board system 
than i am about selling my 
almost 34 year old self 
and getting a video on MTV. 

something about that seems pretty fucked up. 

1/24/95  Sacramento, CA

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