At The Cusp Of…
got up this afternoon feeling fucked
it seems like i’m currently
at the cusp of
something, um, bigger?
a couple of days ago
I had a meeting with a friend
who is also a band mate
and is quickly becoming
a “business associate”
and he’s been talking to record labels
on our behalf
and he told me that
one label in particular
a major label,
is very interested
and that an offer
is imminent
and i’m thinking, geez,
a possible major label contract
after 15 years
with this band,
with all the tours,
the records,
the city moves,
the girlfriends,
bad dieting
and rotting teeth
and it dawned on me
that i’m way more excited
about my computer bulletin board system
than i am about selling my
almost 34 year old self
and getting a video on MTV.
something about that seems pretty fucked up.
1/24/95 Sacramento, CA
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